What Was I?

I was insignificant. At least, that's how I saw myself. I was always quiet and never spoke my mind. I kept to myself. I was basically the definition of self-conscious. If you were really close friends with me then (here's to Chloe and Dawson), then you probably remember that I could talk around those I knew, but I just couldn't talk to other people. 

Now, things are different. A lot different. Yes, I can still be quiet at times and I still don't like to speak my mind, but I've gotten over my insecurities and I'm a very confident person now. I crack my stupid jokes, because I know that at least one person appreciates them (looking at you, AC). I actually comment in class discussions... sometimes. I feel more like myself and how I have always wanted to feel. I feel happy. I feel content. I feel surrounded by people that love me. I don't think I can call everyone out, but there are a couple people I want to especially thank. 

First off, to all of my teachers. I am so thankful for all that you have taught me, both in academic knowledge and in life lessons. Some of you I have known for many years, some I have know for only one, but in both situations I have learned so much. I do plan to come back and visit some time, so be expecting that!

Now, to all of the friends I have gained in IB. Out of everything I have gotten from IB, I am so thankful for my friends. The friends I have now are friends that I will have for life. Dawson- Thank you so much for being my rock, both in IB and in tech. Nick- You're hilarious and thanks for being there for me. AC- I'm so so glad we've gotten so close these past two years. You're so sweet and I love you! Abby- You are always there for me to talk to and thank you for that. Allie- You always have so much energy and I admire that. Brandon- We've gotten close and I'm glad you trust me. Kelsey- 5th grade was sweet, but you're sweeter. But really, I'm glad we have sleepovers at Katie's where we argue over hopeless toasters. And Chloe- Oh Chloe, you've been one of my closest friends for four years now and I really don't know what I would've done without you. If I didn't call you out, don't worry, I still love you. I am thankful to everyone that has given me the courage to be myself. 

College is going to be hard to start, simply because I won't have my IB friends there to support me. I wish everyone luck in college and I know all of you will go far. I'm glad for the time I've had with all of you! Here's to the end of IB!